new beginnings.

i thought you were different from the rest,
but now i see your just like the bunch,
of women i try to avoid,
but steadily they find their way to me,

i thought this time things would have been different,
not saying happiness with a woman was a necessity,
but it most definately would have been nice,
to finally find that person that was on your complete level,
of how a love and union between two women should be,

the upbringing of children together,
the nights spent alone in bed just looking into each others eyes,
without a single word spoken,
the days one feels down,
and the other is single-handed there,
uplifting the other with their tender touch and kisses,
the nights where its so cold outside,
but the burning of their hearts combined,
helps ease the chill lingering on their skins,
the days of new beginnings shared with themselves,
the time where they get to bring each other home to their families,
and show them what true happiness really is,
despite their choice of sexuality,
the times where it got so rough between them,
that they both were thinking of leaving,
but both remained strong,
because of the drive within their souls,
of that same companionship they both endeared for.

time and time again i wonder why God places these people in mye life,
is it to better me?
yes.
is it to better them?
yes.
or is it to hurt and confused each others hearts?
no.
as ive been taught,
God places these people upon your life,
because he has a purpose for each individual,
it might be to better them or yourself,
and it might be because you need to die one last time,
before you can breathe your first breathe,
or it might be to test your faith,
and question you as a person,
it might be to send you a message,
and start looking deep within,
for a love you want to look outside for,
when you should look deep inside for,
whatever God's plan is for them,
is just that,
for them.