ibernation.

ive given up on hopes of finding that potential one. maybe its not a game im suppose to play in the long run. within a year ive lost every aspect of what i use to call love to a game of self destruct. im tired of coming out from every game a loser. i had a bitch that i gave the world to and now once again im not what she wanted. and the funny thing is, it aint even because she wants to be with a man. nope. its because now all of a sudden she can actually see herself being with a woman fulltime. however that woman isnt me. of course im not deeply affected behind that particular lost because that bitch aint me. and she most definately cant do it like me. however, im lookin on the outside lookin in and the prospects seem great. how the fuck do i end up on the fucked up side of the pool stick? i know what it means to love a female. not just her body but her mind. give her stimulating conversations and make her see her worth in the world. treat her like the queen she is destined to become. showcase her talents and not her beauty. but in this society we are so eagered to be apart of, that doesnt mean shit at all. instead we are tryin to find the lesbian that pussy is better than yours but technically neither is because thats just like comparin to a straight bitch with walls. it has no competition. (inside joke from my twin). at the end of the day, what you woman are sittin here destined to find is what you lack within. im not meetin anyone with the same mentality. so im hibernating until July 5th. maybe ill rejoin then. but until then, dueces. comment if you want. dating is a wrap for me.