Twisted Fate

I sit here examining how and where I went wrong in this situation,
For now I am the person who wants to be open,
While the other is closed off,
I'm sitting here with egg on my face,
Like a person who expected a slight change,
Or maybe a way back into the world we use to be in,

But I've learned now that was a wasted though,
Emotion,
Feeling,
I can't believe I fell for the thoughts,
I cant believe I fell for the hype,
Convinced that things were headed in a more positive direction,
But now I know that I was just in my head,
Assuming that there had to be a light bulb,
That went off in their head,

But now I see that was not the case,
And now I'm getting a dose of my own medicine,
Boy doesn't it taste horrible,
Its bitter,
Cold,
Dry,
Gag Reflexes are in.
I can't stand the taste.
It is the absolute worst tasting medicine I have ever received in my entire life.

I can't stand the way society works out,
People are so badly scorned that,
Their own faith in humanity is completely gone,
There's no faith in falling in love,
There's no faith in being in a monogamous relationship,
There's absolutely no attempt to maintain substance,
Hell,
Even attract substance to someone!

People are content with the ideals of fucking and not being in love,
Laying down with anyone that will have them,
Simply because of the fact that,
They do not believe that they could,
And should want better!
I guess sex is some sort of remedy of brokenhearted syndrome,
Or maybe sex is heavily confused with or associated with...
LOVE!
I'm sure you knew that was coming.
Majority men attribute a woman loving him if she gives him sex,
A woman thinks a man will love her if she has sex with him when he requests it,
We live in a society that this is okay,
And that this is normal,

I wish the real people would just awaken,
So we can show the world,
What false illusions they have set in their minds...