doin me .

im doin me for the time being . "catch me when you can " seems like the tagline that fits the structure of my existence these days . ive held on to a replica of the past for so long its draining every ounce of me . i have looked for all the things i lack in the wrong places . exuded pity amongst the weakest individuals . ive exemplified the things ive wanted to in this whole year . 2009 has brought me a stronger sense of who i am and the goals ive wanted to achieve . i have a sense of what my desires are and have channeled them in energies i never knew existed in my DNA .

time and time again i will reflect back on my life and ask the question " what have ive learned this month " . the answer is so simple yet so complex . ive learned that patience is a virtue . ive sat back and examined my past relationships and realized that i infact lacked patience . i rushed to be on top and never cherished the moments where i could sit back and enjoy the ride . patience holds the key to all of our endeavors . if we just hold on to patience , our time will standstill .

ive also learned that faith is the necessity of life . if we lack faith , we cannot persevere . life gives us situations that its up to us if we are going to take heed to the situation . if we are going to turn that negative situation into a positive one . God will continue to put things upon ur heart until u break down and ask him for guidance & strength . however the only time he will grant ur wishes is if you exemplify faith .

with all of these things , i have overcome obstacles that i never knew i could . life didnt seem like it would get easy until i slowed down the pace . now im riding smooth & clean . life is great